The Moment of Truth!

I felt strange within me
Pee more than normal
My cycle was overdue
Went to shop for a kit

To do the test
Lo and behold
The mark turned blue
I couldn’t believe it!

At age 40, my 1st and only.
The joy I had at that moment
Was indescribable
It was unbelievable!

I had to travel for a week
Day by day I lost my appetite
Slur in speech
Thought it was morning sickness

Good friend arranged for me
A room in the hospital
All alone by myself
Staring at the big 40 on the wall

In the hospital, many blood tests taken
Lying helpless for 5 days and 5 nights
Shivering cold then fire with fever
A temperature of 39.5C

Didn’t know who to ask for help
Cos I only prayed to idols at temples then
But I could feel
A strange Protection over us

All I know then was to pat my 5-week foetus
In my tummy, telling her “Do not fear”
It was the decision I have to make
I want my child!

On the 3rd night in hospital, lying in bed
I saw some Caucasian spirits
I made a distant call to your mum2
She reminded me to pray to Christ.

When I put down the phone, the spirits came again
I prayed: “Get away Satan, Jesus Christ is here!”
They disappeared quickly
Exhausted, I fell into a deep sleep

Next day, your mum2 arrived
She saw me shivering
She put a tiny piece of raisin bread into my mouth
My shiver stopped since!

On the 5th morning, I saw something
That changed my whole life
The 7 visions with Christ in bright white light!
Instantly I prayed:

“Thank you God for forgiving my sins and taking me back.
You are so wonderful to give me another chance.
My child and I accept you
As our Saviour from this very moment.”

I could feel his presence
My right hand kept raising automatically towards Him
I experienced a complete peace all over me
I have recovered.

Child, I know you’ll be well
Christ will protect and guide you, Christy
He has created you 14 years ago
For His purpose!

Happy Birthday dear!

May God’s grace be with you!

May He continue to protect you both now and forevermore!

Love & kisses,
Mummy